HOPE

Then I pulled out of the stress
I made up my mind and said
There was a purpose made for me
In my mom's womb I was breathing

There is power in my creation
There is God's love in me
There is God's will in my success
There is God's plan in on my future

My mom look at me with a smile
My friends call my name with pride
My uncle says "do big boy,  u got guts"
My ant says "u don't seem like a loser"

I look at the sun in the morning
I do the same in the evening
I see the dark instead of light
I get headaches during the nights

With a hungry stomach
With an unhealed wound
With a broken heart
With loneliness and hatred 

I spend my night awake.

I still have that hope
One day I'll have a number of kids
They'll eat bread and milk home
I'll ride them to the church
I'll give the pride of living
I'll tell them my story.

That dream of me as a teenager
I dreamt of that beautiful girl
You know I loved her really
You know I swore my mom's name

I heard that a city man owns her
He comes with a Range Rover
He then changes with a harmer

He has bought her an iPhone

He has taken her to Dubai
He calls her sweetheart
I heard the he studied abroad
He went to America
He lives in even UK too

They should not underestimate me
I am working hard in my ways
I'll once have a sweet night
I'll have better meals too