ADOLESCENCE KILLING MY BODY

I am crying all alone
I don't need help any way
I am going crazy

Just give me a way
Need no medication

I am young and beautiful

Mama said hold on
Papa said respect your mama
John says i am all you need

A bit stuck

Feels like john is not lying
Honestly mama is right
Frankly my father is my favourite

God tell me when the time comes
If it is not soon
Come and lecture my body
It is driving crazy

And i am going insane

Terrible dreams
I feel it when awake too
I bath like a year nowadays

I don't know what is wrong with my hips

John says he has cure
Mother says time is not now
Science says its got no time
Others say its time is when it arrives
Father says this time is only for working on my dreams